Oscar之生产记

话说回来，我的儿子出生于四月二号。。。
四月一号早上，我来了一点点红，所以，我打了电话通知妈妈和老公。。。妈妈就回来带我去医院咯。。。可是，医生说子宫还没开，就问我要住院还是要回家。。。我本来想回家的，可是，第二个医生来就一定要我住院。。。结果，去了病房，没有床位，就等咯。。。等了大约一个小时吧，才有病床。。。那时是大约四点了，我也开始腰痛了，不过，只是一点点而已啦。。。那时的医院真的很热，我要睡也不行（腰痛也睡不到）。就等到七点左右，妈和老公带东西来给我吃，吃完后，他们就要回了。。。政府医院就是这样，一定要回忍受寂寞难耐。。。
就这样到了大约十二点，本该是睡觉时间，可是，我的腰越来越痛了，根本就睡不着。。。结果，我就一直在那走来走去，睡一下又痛到醒来。。。到了大约五点这样，那些护士看我这样走来走去就问我为什么，我就告诉他我腰痛。。。他说，来，我帮你看看，原来，我是开始阵痛了。。。连我也不知道原来自己开始阵痛了。。。惨吗？
到了六点这样，医生来检查，我的子宫当时开了2cm了。。。他们说一个小时开1cm,叫我回床位等。。。就这样，等等等。。。到了大约十一点，医生又来检查，开了5cm,说我可以进产房了,叫我准备。。。可是，由于产房满位了，我等到有个护士看到我为何这样辛苦扑在床才再叫医生来检查，结果，还是一样。。。可是，就说我要立刻进产房待产了。。。
进去产房的时间是大约十二点，就在里面等咯。。。我老公又陪我，可是，到产房太满时，他被赶出去了。。他出去后，我就不小心睡着了。。。到了三四点这样，我看到产房空了点，就叫护士去叫我老公进来咯。。。
他进来后不久，我就有大便得感觉了。。。就高诉护士，然后，就有人来教我telan了。。。我大约push了半个小时，小瓜就出世了。。时间是05.03pm...在生的时候，还没什么痛，可是，剪下去，是痛到我大喊！还有，生了过后，就要缝伤口，我也是痛到在呐喊。。。真的，别相信别人告诉你的话，他们说会没有感觉的，可是，剪和缝真的很痛的！
缝好后，就被推出去，护士就带baby来给我，叫我要等他会吸奶才可以出去，可是，他就不要啊！我就骗他们说，有了，他吸了。。就回病房了。。我以为可以出院了，可是，还是要留院观察一天！有一个寂寞的晚上～
第二天十二点，终于出院了，开心～～～～

问候

好久没上来了，不知道大家还好吗？希望你们都很好。。。
我呢？已经正式升格为人母了，有了一个儿子。。。
现在正努力找工，希望可以快点找到工作！
大家好，我回来了！要多上来走走哦！

60 EARTH HOUR

60 EARTH HOUR program hopes us to off the light for an hour in today, that is off from 8.30pm to 9.30pm... this is to show that we love our earth and to raise global awareness of climate change.
however, do many of us support this program? i dont think so...why Sydney can do it but our country cant do it? because this is still Malaysia...
i was shopping in Jusco just now, from what i saw, just one shop support this program and that is Watson, they really off some lights in that hour and that is good.. this show a good example...
everybody please aware that our living space, earth is becoming warmer and warmer, we should take some actions to fight against it...first at all, do more recycle, reduce the using of plastic bag...then, dont waste foods and even electricity...from a single small action, we can change a lot...one people strength is small...so we must do it together...please start telling your friends to do this, be a earth lover!
our earth, is really becomes weaker and weaker...
lets me show you some pictures...




can you awake?

26/3

well, yesterday was my birthday...i think many of you know it..this is a simple birthday for me although it is my 21st birthday but it is still simple...many of you must take a big celebration for your 21st birthday but i am not...the main reason i think will be i get married already and i was at hometown yesterday...
as usual, yesterday was thursday so i went to KK as usual...after that, i had my breakfast with bebee low..well, the nice thing is the aunty from the kopitiam was so nice since she is not a greedy aunty and i will tell her good thing to all of my friends...hehe...you are a good aunty, really...
then, koo jett yeen played me a fool yesterday although i dont think my birthday is drop on april fool...anywhere, is still okay..thanks for your wishes...
then, it comes to be as usual all the day but when it is night...
something happen! my hubby came my house to celebrate birthday with me...i never think that he will come actually cause he never did this before...i was so touch from deep of my heart...he came after he finish his work and he has to rush back kl to work this early morning...the main thing is he bought me my favourite cake, chocolate banana cake...hehe...i like the cake so much but i still scold him for wasting money to buy the cake...i know why he came yesterday, must because of ting shing yee...why i know this is because he told me that he wont come to celebrate my birthday since we celebrate it last weekend...anywhere, i am really so touch and love him so much..hehe...thank you my dear, i love you...
after he came with shing yee, we went sg pelek OLIO steak house with my mum to has a simple celebration and he was too hungry cause he didnt eat for his dinner just smply because he need to rush to my house...haha...however, i need to say is shing yee complaint that he is so "mo" and made her wait for him for more than half an hour...
lastly, thanks for those who wish me by sms, on phone and ny internet... thanks a lot...
thank you all of you for giving me a wonderful birthday...
ya, this is how i passed my 21st birthday and now i am really older liao...haiz, i need to be younger la...
little jerry, when do you want to come to this world? i hope you to come yesterday but you dont want then when do you want to come? your dad and i are waiting for your coming leh...

爱爱的消息

首先，她已清醒了。。。不过，每天都要吃很多药还有每星期要去clinic三次来抽血检查血的浓度。。。还有，她完成了所有的手术了，所以，没有瘤了。。。可是，不担保不会再生。。。
遗憾的是，她之前昏迷太久导至她的双脚不良于行了，得靠拐杖来走路了。。。不过，应该会好的。。。
最后，她应该会在十一月回来malaysia。。。期待她的回来！

p/s:本来我要写很多的，可是我用的是美玲的电脑，超难打字，弄到我没心情打了:(

Lunar birthday

my lunar birthday was on last Thursday but who knows? erm, just my mum and i know only...
haiz, i passed my 22 years old(in Chinese) alone...
what a pity life?
however, i know many of you know my British birthday, so please dont let me pass my 21 years old birthday alone(shout)
i hope this will be a wonderful birthday in my life!
Happy Birthday to Myself!

Adidas Sport Shoe

haha...my brother lost his first adidas sport shoe two days ago...
since i ady advise him to store his shoe in the house but he does not listen for my advise, the shoe has been stolen..
this is the hottest case in Genting Court currently so for those who stay in genting court, take a good care of your shoes...it might be stole...
for my brother, dont be sad since you are able to buy a new one...so just forgot this case...but remember, dont ask me to buy for you and must listen to my advise next time, haha...

女人和小生命

這就是現在的我,懷著一個小生命...

一個女人,要有完美的人生,就必須懷過一次小生命!
女人,是最偉大了的!
她,把你我帶到了這個世界,讓我們見到了光明!
她,不惜一切來保護我們,愛護我們!
她,就是我們的守護天使!
所以,好好的愛惜你們身邊的女人吧!
尤其是,你的媽媽!
是媽媽,誕生了你這個小生命,你才有機會見到這個美好世界!

一個小生命的誕生,需要多少時間和多少勇氣?
他的來臨,是美好的;
他的來臨,是被期待的;
他就快來臨了...
好好的期待吧!
期待ing~

有故事的人

大家看了這張照片,會想到什么呢?
樹,和人的年齡?
還是?
點點滴滴,都在心中,你還記得我嗎?
曾經在你面前走過,在你世界生活過的我,你還記得嗎?
又或許,我還記得你嗎?
人生短短數十載,把一切美好的回憶都放在心中吧,這樣才不會白活了...
所以,一定要記得我!

Goodbye Chloe

Goodbye my love, my dear friend...
You are going to take flight to Australia tomorrow..
Don't worry, i will miss you always...
Take good care of yourself once you reach there...
Good luck and goodbye...
miss you here...

给张先生的话

为什么?
为什么你就不能明白我?总是为了这个话题和我吵?我真的不想和你吵,就希望你明白,了解我,这样你也做不到吗?
你真的这么希望回去吗?我们才多少岁?你甘心吗?回去一个小地方,困在那里!我告诉你,我是不会甘心,也不会想回去的!我还年轻,我不像你,你为了什么要回去,我不明白!阿公?你姐已经在那帮忙了,你是不被需要的,这个你也不明白吗?
还有,你认为,神庙可以养得起你吗?就算现在可以,以后呢?这可是会慢慢没落的,你知道吗?别傻了!真的别天真,好吗?为何你没为我想过?为什么?我希望你好好地想一想,别再为了这个和我吵,我们现在过得不好吗?为什么一定要回去?我真的不明白你!也不想去明白为什么你的头脑里一直有这个念头!我告诉你,这是个老土的念头,十分老土!
还有,你认为我回去会和你妈妈和睦相处吗?我告诉你,答案一定是否定的!你愿意看到这种结果吗?到时,你要帮那边?帮我?还是你妈?我知道你一定帮她的,那么,我为何要回去受这种没必要的苦?请你明白我,站在我这边为我想想,可以吗?
求求你,别再有这个要回去的念头了,也别再为了这个和我吵了,可以吗?生活过得好好的,为何非要拿苦来受?醒醒吧你!kl才是我们的天地!我第一次听到出来外面闯的人还会一直想回去乡下的!乡下,什么都没有!为何还要有这个想法?别了,求你,老公!
SAY "NO" PLEASE!

Ice Chua

Thanks god to let me know that you are alright now!
although you still in hospital but at least you can answer my call, it mean that you are almost recover. relax in hospital is just for your longer life...
i heard your voice and i know you are still weak but you please dont worry, i will be always here to support u...you must be stronger and stronger...im still waiting for you to be back and the time you come back, you are fully recover!
it was your birthday yesterday but you had to stay in hospital, i know this is sad but this is for your own good so just accept it! fight for your healthy, fight with it and im sure you will win...just fight for it..
i miss you here, aiai... hope to see you soon.. really so miss you and hope to see you soon...
lastly, one more greeting for you, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!

感动

我的感觉, 你放在心里;
你的取动, 让我感温馨.
温柔, 并非你专长;
你却表现出来了.
感动, 在我心中;
无言, 并非没被你感动.
深深的, 很想对你表现出我的激动;
静静的, 更想知道你对我一切所为.


这是我在今天很想写的文章, 别无所他, 就因, 我被他的一取一动深深的感动了...
真的很想对他说,今天的你, 我好爱, 真的好爱...
真希望你每天都会这样对我, 真的...
也许, 你们会觉得是小事一桩,
可是, 对于我, 却是很难得的...
还有很多想说的, 却不知该如何写...
就想告诉你, 谢谢你把我放在心上,
把我说的全都放在心上又有所行动...
我爱你, 老公!

八月的到来～

终于，我怀了我的小宝宝共32周了。。。对我来说，是不是个漫长的日子呢？我也不知道。。。只是，我好像越来越期待也越来越害怕了。。。期待的是一个小生命的出世；害怕的是生产的痛苦和坐月子的难熬。。。
也许，过后的我是幸福的只因我有了一个幸福的家庭，快乐的小生命将加入我的家庭了。。。
或许，会有点难熬因为支出也增加了，我可以挨的过来吗？只有告诉自己，为了一切，我可以的。。。不管日子应该怎么过，我也可以。。。绝对不可向恶势力低头，向麻坡说不！永远的“不”！张先生，你知道我是怎么想的，我会不甘心的！你知道的，希望你明白我，了解我，和我一起坚持到底！
最后，希望我的小生命的到来，来到这个花花世界，和我一起创造未来。。。我的未来会因你而美丽！
张温x, 我在等着你的出生！
我会使你的路由我而美丽，你也会使我和张先生的世界变美丽！

My CNY

Well, CNY is gonna end up very soon..whats going on in this CNY?
First, this is the first chinese new year that i celebrate in bukit gambir, muar and this is a very boring chinese new year for me because what i can do there is nothing since there got no chinese new year's mood...what i mean is i just can stay at home all the day and give a hand in the temple, this can say as the most boring chinese new year... then, i cant get any angpao more, what i have to do is to give angpao.. so, my pocket money become lesser in this chinese new year since i cant get angpao...
Second, this also is the first time that i met only few friends in the chinese new year..whats going on? i met many friends every CNY but this year i think is just 6 friends that i met? last time, CNY is my friends' gathering but whats going on in this year..really so sad that i cant met lot of friends in this happy days...
Third, jerry did enjoy a healthy CNY in this year because he got chicken poxs and he cant eat seafood, cant eat many festival food so i think this is the most healthy CNY for him and i did happy a lot cause he cant eat many unhealthy foods...hope he can take care of his healthy always..
Forth, my brother change a lot this CNY, he looked like accept back my father and i really happy of his decision...this is a good starting for both of them..what i can tell him is :" he is still your dad no matter what he did!" so please be kind to him as he will too...
Fifth, i am so sorry to JAmes because i cant attend your 21st birthday party as this is one of the most important party in your life.. i cant make it because i just back from Muar that day and jerry had to rush back KL then it will be a long journey if i turned back to Bukit pelandok.. i hope you can understand me.. i knew you all did enjoy a lot in this party and i also feel upset that i cant join you all..anywhere, happy birthday again..
well, this is what i can write for this CNY and i hope all of us will enjoy this coming year...this will be a great year for all of us so just enjoy every second in this year..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

1 Jan 2009

Yesterday was the first day in 2009... well, this is a wonderful day for me cause everything like so smooth and wonderful...
in the morning of the day, i went to "Tian Xia Food Court" having my breakfast, although it is just a simple chicken rice but the taste is not bad cause i has a long time do not eat that kind of chicken rice..
after the meal, jerry fetch me to Sungai Wang. well, it is a lot of people rush to sungei wang but it was just a little jam on the road only. then, we shopping in sungei wang to buy some clothes for the coming chinese new year. yeah, we bought clothes for both of us. is a good day cause jerry seldom got his clothes and for me at the moment also hard to get clothes. so, is it a wonderful day?
after we bought the clothes, we went to Kepong Jusco to meet his eldest sister. normally, is hard to get parking in jusco during public holiday. but, it was too lucky for us, when we just get in the roof parking, there was a car park for us. so, we get the parking easily. then, we went and buy a movie ticket since we are coming for a movie and it is a long time for us that do not enjoy a movie in cinema.
after buying the ticket, we went to meet his sister and having a meal with her. again, i having a meal. yes, i just ate at 12pm but i ate again about 3pm. omg, it is so crazy for me?eat too much then become fatter and fatter... how can i be slim after give birth? i want o hot mama not aunty rachel..help me!!!!!!!!!!!!
fine, after the meal, his sister went to buy some clothes for her sons and we just accompany her to choose cause we are waiting for the movie time. then, we went to watch our movie, this movie isn't very nice but still ok for me...when we are watching the movie, this sister sms me to ask us go her house after the movie. sure, we went to her house once the movie finished.
well, she asked us to go her house just because she want pass her maternity clothes for me cause she planning not to pregnant at the moment so she pass that for me lo..haha..then, just bla bla bla..
but, a big point here is, when i stay in her house, my brother callled me and said that he packed some chicken legs from hometown and asked me go and take.. this is the first time he packed this for me, so surprise...haha..then, we having dinner with his sister's family..and i ate a taste good nasi lemak there..
when we reached home, is about 10pm..after half an hour, a friend comes to my house and meet me, we got a long time do not meet up and she just remain the same.. then , we talk till about 2am..haha...too many things to talk..
well, this is the whole day for me in 1 jan 2009 and i think this is a good starting year..
so , Happy new year everybody, do enjoy everyday in this year...

回顾2008

很快的,2008年就要过去了,迎接我们的是2009年, 也就是金牛年..
在2008年里,发生了很多很多的事情,就让我列数一下一些我认为蛮重要的事情吧!
1. 我毕业了, 是一个实实在在的diploma生了(可是,还没去拿文凭)
2. 我正式的从小姐的身份升格成为aunty了(可悲还是可贺呢?)
3. 当然,我们朋友当中也有不少成为aunty了,还有个生了个女孩,恭喜恭喜!
4. 我, 也会成为一个妈妈了, 在我肚子里有个小生命了(孩子,你要健康哦)
5. 2008年是我最后一年可以拿红包的了, 过后的日子, 是轮到别人向我拿红包了(我没钱啊,别向我讨红包)
6. uncle jerry似乎越来越肥了(他很喜欢别人叫他uncle jerry)
7. 我开始工作了, 也失业了(哈哈,是好吧?)
8. 爸爸妈妈的感情好像因为我的婚礼变得比较好了(很开心啊,你们最好可以和好)
就8个吧,可能有点费,可是,还是我认为有点重要的, 我也暂时想不到了,哈哈...
最后,祝大家新的一年里, 快快乐乐, 心想事成!

个人觉得不错的十句话

第一句

　　如果我们之间有1000步的距离
　　
　　你只要跨出第1步
　　
　　我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
　　
　　第二句
　　
　　通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
　　
　　才是真正爱你的人
　　
　　第三句
　　
　　付出真心　才会得到真心
　　
　　却也可能伤得彻底
　　
　　保持距离　就能保护自己
　　
　　却也注定永远寂寞
　　
　　第四句
　　
　　有时候　不是对方不在乎你
　　
　　而是你把对方看得太重
　　
　　第五句
　　
　　朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人
　　
　　第六句
　　
　　就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie
　　
　　第七句
　　
　　真正的好朋友
　　
　　并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
　　
　　而是在一起　就算不说话
　　
　　也不会感到尴尬
　　
　　第八句
　　
　　没有一百分的另一半
　　
　　只有五十分的两个人
　　
　　第九句
　　
　　为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
　　
　　为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
　　
　　为你的难过而难过的
　　
　　就是那些　该放进心里的人
　　
　　第十句
　　
　　冷漠　有时候并不是无情
　　
　　只是一种避免被伤害的工具

ISETAN Year End Sale

今天是星期天，也就是isetan's members sale的last day.我哥昨天就打算要带我妈和我们去扫货了。可是，到了今早，我佬突然说不要去了，原因是他没钱了，去了也没钱买东西。可是，最后在我的说服下，他答应去了。
然后，大约十二点这样，我们（和我哥）就去发去载我妈咯。。我也不清楚到了klcc是大约几点。。只是知道一到了那，我哥就吵肚子饿，结果，我们就去吃kfc.吃了后，才进去klcc的isetan。开始时，是去女装先，我哥的女友要买衣服嘛。。由于本小姐没有什么适合的衣服，我，肥和我妈在逛了一会后，就去坐着休息了。。哈哈，很搞笑吧？year end sale,我们却可以悠闲地坐着等他们两人。。我哥和他女友好像走了很久，过后，我哥来找我们，我们才起身走人。。他女友也买好了，哈，原来等了这么久，她也不过才买了两件衣服而已。。
然后，就去看男装了，我佬本来是不要买的，可是，最后在我的说服下，终于买了一件衣服。。。他本来不打算花钱的说。。我哥在这个时候就厉害了，他好像来狂扫货一样，拿了衣服，又不见人了；拿了内裤，又不见了；拿了袜子，也不见人了。。。厉害厉害。。真的是来扫货的。。哈哈。。我们三人当然又是很悠闲的咯。。等他还钱后，来找我们，就问我们要做么了？我妈就说去喝茶咯。。
结果呢？我们去了haagen daz吃ice-cream steambot,总算，我也尝试了haagen daz了，他这么贵也是值得的因为真的很不错。。不过，当然不是我们买单咯，因为真的没钱了，很穷。。吃完后，就启程回家了，载我妈去那车后，我们就回来了。。
这次，虽然没买到什么东西，可是，也ok啦，毕竟也是一个family trip咯。。
哈哈，告诉你们，我们要回前还去买了点sushi来吃，哈哈，贪吃的我～～～

Gathering with NS friends

Last two days, i went to Taman Connaught to gather with my nasional service's friends, this gathering just involve 4 person that is yee shan, xuxan(two pins), xin ru and i. just a few only. actually, yan fang promised to join that day but at the last moment, she cant join cause she had to prepare fr her next day interview. maybe, this is a lost for her because she didn't join this gatehring. haha, but maybe this also a gain for her because she maybe get the job.
okay, back to the title, this is the first time i meet uo them after the NS program, is quite a long time we didn't meet up and talk. everyone is changing! not only from their look. for me, i became others wife. for them, they are single but not available...
haha, not only the relationship, is also the whole of them. like xin ru, she went to singapore to work and she really changed a lot. from her working experince and life experience, i think she is the best among four of us, she can teach us a lot of things if we really ask from her. she is a tough person. REALLY!
how about yee shan and xuxan? yee shan is still continue her study in UCSI and having her exam now. this is why we met up at connaught because she need to study and unable to meet up us if we go to a far place, she is V.I.P.? because of her, all of us go there to meet up and gather. haha, she really BIG enough. yee shan still has to study for one and a half year to finish her course and start training. her bf is now far away from her and she is alone now, so can catch up her now if you wish cause she is lonely. haha~~~
for xuxan, she is work as a "guru santaran" as she told me. she keep on persue me to work as a teacher cause she think this is a good job. however, i dont think i can be a good teacher and i think i will make the student worse so i keep on reject her. maybe, one day, i will be a teacher but im sure not now. and the main thing i want to share here is xuxan has a very good bf that always treat her very good, "24 xiao bf" as i describe her bf. haha..
our gathering was organise in McD, that is a 24 hours McD, then the time is from 9.30pm to 12.30am. although this gathering just got 4 person but is ok, the most important thing is our friendship still go on.
lastly, i would like to say sorry to all of my NS friends because i not invite you all to my wedding, i am so sorry and hope you can forgive me. and thanks for the present from xuxan, yee shan and xue fen. SORRY and THANK YOU!

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!